I would rather be anything but ordinary please...

….Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive……

Yeah I feel so… I love to lie down at the edge of the terrace wall of a 6 floor building…I drive in my own crazy way particularly after watching movies like Fast & Furious… I feel like going to a long long drive may at 3 O’clock in the morning and specially when I’m high…I dare myself and defeat my own fears…Yeah that’s me…a little freak, a lot crazy and a bit unpredictable at times J

I don’t know what people think about me…nor I really care about their opinions…I just want to live every moment of my life to the fullest…I want to break all the rules and make my own rules…I want to live in my own terms rather than following a stereo typical rule book made by the society…sometimes I really feel I’m a misfit in this place…but then I ask myself, “Do You Really Care?”…and the answer is ‘NO’…so that’s me J…

I don’t think that’s it’s just enough to breathe…I'd rather be anything but ordinary please!!!